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    Monday, January 3rd, 2011
    3:55 pm
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    Conklin stared first down at the floor, then up at Jason Bourne“It comes down to the almighty
    ego, doesn’t it?” he said“The bigger the ego the bigger the fear—”
    “The bigger the bait, the bigger the fish,” completed Jason, interrupting“A long time back you
    told me that Carlos’s ‘spine’ was as big as his head, which had to be swollen all out of proportion
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    “Sure, that’s part of it, but there’s something elseIt’s the respect that’s eluded Carlos for more
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    millions, but his clients have mainly been the crud of the earthFor all the fear he’s engendered he
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    “It could also be because he still thinks you can identify him
    “I thought that at first, too, but after thirteen years and nothing from me—well, I had to think
    again
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    Sunday, January 2nd, 2011
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    Saturday, January 1st, 2011
    4:03 pm
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    My heart, which had been thrumming like a bird's for the entire episode, settled into a less
    frantic rhythm
    The next day we were cleaning mirrors in the room that housed the cornfieldJeb told me this
    was something they had to do routinely, as the combination of humidity and dust caked the
    mirrors until the light was too dim to feed the plantsIt was Ian, working with us again, who
    scaled the rickety wooden ladder while Jeb and I tried to keep the base steadyIt was a difficult
    task, given Ian's weight and the homemade ladder's poor balanceBy the end of the day, my
    arms were limp and aching
    I didn't even notice until we were done and heading for the kitchen that the improvised holster
    Jeb always wore was empty
    I gasped out loud, my knees locking like a startled colt'sMy body tottered to a halt
    “What's wrong, Wanda?” Jeb asked, too innocent
    I would have answered if Ian hadn't been right beside him, watching my strange behavior with
    fascination in his vivid blue eyes
    So I just gave Jeb a wide-eyed look of mingled disbelief and reproach, and then slowly began
    walking beside him again, shaking my head
    “What's that about?” Ian muttered to Jeb, as if I were deaf
    “Beats me,” Jeb said; he lied as only a human could, smooth and guileless
    He was a good liar, and I began to wonder if leaving the gun behind today, and leaving me
    alone yesterday, and all this effort forcing me into human company was his way of getting me
    killed without doing the job himselfWas the friendship all in my head? Another lie?
    This was my fourth day eating in the kitchen
    Jeb, Ian, and I walked into the long, hot room–into a crowd of humans chatting in low voices
    about the day's events–and nothing happened
    There was no sudden silenceNo one paused to stare daggers at meNo one seemed to notice
    us at all
    Jeb steered me to an empty counter and then went to get enough bread for threeIan lounged
    next to me, casually turning to the girl on his other sideIt was the young blonde–he called her
    Paige
    “How are things going? How are you holding up with Andy gone?” he asked
    Friday, December 31st, 2010
    4:03 pm
    @@@@@And there was the time they had made that
    @@@@@And there was the time they had made that raid into Dorchester, and had taught the Yids a lessonThey had picked one kid about eleven who was coming home from school and they had surrounded him, and Whitey Lydon had asked, "What the hell are ya?" The kid had trembled and said, "I don't know "You're a mockey," Whitey had told him, "that's what you are, a fuggin mockey He had held the kid by his shirt, and said, "Now, what areya?"
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    "All right," Lydon had told him, "spell it' "
    The kid had stammered, "M-o-c-c-i
    What a roar that had been, Gallagher thoughtThe dumb kid had been so afraid he must have crapped his pantsGallagher remembered how Lydon had got on the police forceWhat a break that had been for him; with a little luck he could have got a job like that tooBut of all the work he had done in his spare time for the Democratic Club, he hadn't got anything for itWhat was wrong? He wanted to do big thingsHe would even have got a job in the post office if it hadn't been for that Alderman Shapiro and his fuggin nephew Abie or JakieGallagher felt a deep resentmentThere was always something to beat himHe felt his mute anger growing, and because it gave him a rich satisfaction to say it, he burst out suddenly, "I see we got a couple of fuggin Yids in the platoonHe knew one of Gallagher's tirades was beginning and it bored him"Yeah," he sighed, "they're sonsofbitches just like the rest of us
    Gallagher turned on him"They only been in one week and already they're lousin' up the platoon
    "Ah don't know," Wilson murmured; "that Roth ain't much good, but the other fellow, that Goldstein or Goldberg or whatever the hell his name is, he ain't a bad boyAh was workin' with him today, and we got to talkin' about the best way to lay down a corduroy
    "I wouldn't trust a fuggin one of them," Gallagher said fiercely
    Red yawned and drew his feet up"It's beginning to rain," he
    Thursday, December 30th, 2010
    3:55 pm
    @@@@@By degrees the girls came to spend the chief
    @@@@@By degrees the girls came to spend the chief of the
    morning upstairs, at first only in working and talking, but after a
    few days, the remembrance of the said books grew so potent and
    stimulative that Fanny found it impossible not to try for books again
    There were none in her father’s house; but wealth is luxurious and
    daring, and some of hers found its way to a circulating libraryShe
    became a subscriber; amazed at being anything in propria persona,
    amazed at her own doings in every way, to be a renter, a chuser of
    books! And to be having any one’s improvement in view in her choice!
    But so it wasSusan had read nothing, and Fanny longed to give her
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    a share in her own first pleasures, and inspire a taste for the biography
    and poetry which she delighted in herself
    In this occupation she hoped, moreover, to bury some of the recollections
    of Mansfield, which were too apt to seize her mind if her
    fingers only were busy; and, especially at this time, hoped it might
    be useful in diverting her thoughts from pursuing Edmund to London,
    whither, on the authority of her aunt’s last letter, she knew he
    was goneShe had no doubt of what would ensueThe promised
    notification was hanging over her headThe postman’s knock within
    the neighbourhood was beginning to bring its daily terrors, and if
    reading could banish the idea for even half an hour, it was something
    gained
    349
    Jane Austen
    CHAPTER XLI
    A WEEK WAS GONE since Edmund might be supposed in town, and
    Fanny had heard nothing of himThere were three different conclusions
    to be drawn from his silence, between which her mind was
    in fluctuation; each of them at times being held the most probable
    Either his going had been again delayed, or he had yet procured no
    opportunity of seeing Miss Crawford alone, or he was too happy for
    letter-writing!
    One morning, about this time, Fanny having now been nearly four
    weeks from Mansfield, a point which she never failed to think over
    and calculate every day, as she and Susan were preparing to remove, as
    usual, upstairs, they were stopped by the knock of a visitor, whom
    they felt they could not avoid, from Rebecca’s alertness in going to the
    door, a duty which always interested her beyond any other
    It was a gentleman’s voice; it was a voice that Fanny was just turning
    pale about, when MrCrawford walked into the room
    Good sense, like hers, will always act when really called upon; and
    she found that she had been able to name him to her mother, and
    recall her remembrance of the name, as that of “William’s friend,”
    though she could not previously have believed herself capable of
    uttering a syllable at such a momentThe consciousness of his being
    known there only as William’s friend was some supportHaving
    introduced him, however, and being all reseated, the terrors that
    occurred of what this visit might lead to were overpowering, and
    she fancied herself on the point of fainting away
    While trying to keep herself alive, their visitor, who had at first
    approached her with as animated a countenance as ever, was wisely
    and kindly keeping his eyes away, and giving her time to recover,
    while he devoted himself entirely to her mother, addressing her, and
    attending to her with the utmost politeness and propriety, at the
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    same time with a degree of friendliness, of interest at least, which
    was making his manner perfectPrice’s manners were also at their bestWarmed by the sight
    of such a friend to her son, and regulated by the wish of appearing
    to advantage before him, she was overflowing with gratitude—artless,
    maternal gratitude—which could not be unpleasingPrice
    was out, which she regretted very muchFanny was just recovered
    enough to feel that she could not regret it; for to her many other
    sources of uneasiness was added the severe one of shame for the
    home in which he found herShe might scold herself for the weakness,
    but there was no scolding it awayShe was ashamed, and she
    would have been yet more ashamed of her father than of all the rest
    They talked of William, a subject on which MrsPrice could never
    tire; and M
    Wednesday, December 29th, 2010
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    “That sounds like the opening notes of a con song, SergeantWhat was your special
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    “NursemaidTwo years ago Norman began to fall apartI controlled him, and if I couldn’t I was
    given a number to call in New York
    “Said number being part of the help you can give me
    “That and a few rolex prices license-plate ID’s I wrote down just in case—”
    “In case,” completed Bourne, “someone decided your nursemaid’s services were no longer
    required
    “Something like thatThose pricks never liked us—Norman didn’t see it but I did
    “Us? You and Rachel and Swayne?”
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    The soldier boys couldn’t run with itAlbert Armbruster, chairman of the Federal Trade
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    mingle with the guests; you weren’t one of them
    “Are you crazy?” screeched Rachel Swayne, in her own succinct way answering Jason’s
    question“Whenever there was a real meeting and not a lousy drunken dinner party, Norm told me
    to stay upstairs, or if I wanted to, go over to Eddie’s and hermes kelly bag watch televisionEddie couldn’t leave the
    cabinWe weren’t good enough for his big fancy asshole friends! It’s been that way for years
    Like I said, he threw us together
    “I’m beginning to understand—at least, I think I amBut you got the license numbers, Sergeant
    How did you do that? I gather you were confined to quarters
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    Monday, December 27th, 2010
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    She thralled the Duke's daughterIt rained that evening during
    dinnerAll the house party outside and capered for joyThe
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    It
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    Sunday, December 26th, 2010
    4:06 pm
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    In a fight-or-flight situation, I never had a choice; it would always be flight for meBecause
    Jared was between me and the darkness of the tunnel exit, I wheeled and threw myself into the
    box-packed hole
    The boxes crunched, crackled, and cracked as my weight shoved them into the wall, into the
    floorI wriggled my way into the impossible space, twisting around the heavier squares and
    crushing the othersI felt his fingers scrape across my foot as he made a grab for my ankle, and I
    kicked one of the more solid boxes between usHe grunted, and despair wrapped choking hands
    around my throatI hadn't meant to hurt him again; I hadn't meant to strikeI was only trying to
    escape
    I didn't hear my own sobbing, loud as it was, until I could go no farther into the crowded hole
    and the sound of my thrashing stoppedWhen I did hear myself, heard the ragged, tearing gasps
    of agony, I was mortified
    So mortified, so humiliatedI was horrified at myself, at the violence I'd allowed to flow
    through my body, whether consciously or not, but that was not why I was sobbingI was
    sobbing because it had been a test, and, stupid, stupid, stupid, emotional creature that I was, I
    wanted it to be real
    Melanie was writhing in agony inside me, and it was hard to make sense of the double painI
    felt as though I was dying because it was not real; she felt as though she was dying because, to
    her, it had felt real enoughIn all that she'd lost since the end of her world, so long ago, she'd
    never before felt betrayedWhen her father had brought the Seekers after his children, she'd
    known it was nothimThere was no betrayal, only griefBut Jared was
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    No one's betrayed you, stupid,I railed at herI wanted her pain to stopIt was too much, the
    extra burden of her agony
    How could he? How?she ranted, ignoring me
    We sobbed, beyond contr
    Saturday, December 25th, 2010
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    After a time he became sleepy again, and tried to fight against itSome artillery was firing steadily a mile or two away, the sounds loud, then muffled, then loud againIt gave him a secure feelingHe hardly listened any longer to the jungleHis eyes kept closing, remaining shut for many seconds while he yawed away on the edge of slumberSeveral times he was about to fall asleep when a sudden noise ladies rolex watches in the jungle would rouse him with a startHe looked at the luminous dial of his watch and realized with dismay that he had still an hour of guardHe lay back, closed his eyes with the full intention of opening them in a few seconds, and fell asleep
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    Friday, December 24th, 2010
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    Fanny read to herself that “it was with infinite concern the newspaper
    had to announce to the world a matrimonial fracas in the
    family of Mrof Wimpole Street; the beautiful Mrs whose
    name had not long been enrolled in the lists of Hymen, and who
    had promised to become so brilliant a leader in the fashionable world,
    having quitted her husband’s roof in company with the well-known
    and captivating Mr the intimate friend and associate of Mr
    and it was not known even to the editor of the prada clutch newspaper whither
    they were gone
    “It is a mistake, sir,” said Fanny instantly; “it must be a mistake, it
    cannot be true; it must mean some other people
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    She spoke from the instinctive wish of delaying shame; she spoke
    with a resolution which sprung from despair, for she spoke what she
    did not, could not believe herselfIt had been the shock of conviction
    as she readThe truth rushed on her; and how she could have
    spoken at all, how she could even have breathed, was afterwards
    matter of wonder to herselfPrice cared too little about the report to make her hermes kelly bag much answer
    “It might be all a lie,” he acknowledged; “but so many fine
    ladies were going to the devil nowadays that way, that there was no
    answering for anybody
    “Indeed, I hope it is not true,” said MrsPrice plaintively; “it
    would be so very shocking! If I have spoken once to Rebecca about
    that carpet, I am sure I have spoke at least a dozen times; have not I,
    Betsey? And it would not be ten minutes’ work
    The horror of a mind like Fanny’s, as it received the conviction of
    such guilt, and began to take in some part of the misery that must
    ensue, can hardly be describedAt rolex oyster perpetual day-date first, it was a sort of stupefaction;
    but every moment was quickening her perception of the horrible
    evilShe could not doubt, she dared not indulge a hope, of the
    paragraph being falseMiss Crawford’s letter, which she had read so
    often as to make every line her own, was in frightful conformity
    with itHer eager defence of her brother, her hope of its being hushed
    up, her evident agitation, were all of a piece with something very
    bad; and if there was a woman of character in existence, who could
    treat as a trifle this sin of the first magnitude, who would try to gloss
    it over, knock off louis vuitton and desire to have it unpunished, she could believe Miss
    Crawford to be the woman! Now she could see her own mistake as
    to who were gone, or said to be gone
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    Fanny seemed to herself never to have been shocked beforeThere
    was no possibility of restThe evening passed without a pause of
    misery, the night was totally sleeplessShe passed only from feelings
    of sickness to shudderings of horror; and from hot fits of fever to
    coldThe event was so shocking, that there were moments even
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    Thursday, December 23rd, 2010
    3:55 pm
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    “You saw him in his priest’s habit?”
    “And that son of a bitch saw meHe knew I knew it was him! Which one?”
    “He’s not there, monsieur,” said Jean Pierre, slowly bringing the binoculars back to his eyes“It
    is another carte de visiteCarlos anticipates; he is a master of geometryThere is no straight line for
    him, only many sides, many levels
    “That sounds damned Oriental
    “Then you understandIt has crossed his mind that you may not be in that villa, and if you are
    not, he wants you to know that he knows it
    “Neuilly-sur-Seine—”
    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM
    148
    “No, not actuallyHe can’t be sure at the momentHe was sure at the Church of the Blessed
    Sacrament
    “How should I play it?”
    “How does the Chameleon think he should play it?”
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    “I think you’re correct
    Jason reached down and picked up the hand-held radio from the sillHe pressed the button and
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    “Yes?”
    “Those four black priests on the path, do you see them?”
    “Yes
    “Have a guard stop them and bring them into the lobbyTell him to say the owner wants to see
    them
    “Hey, they’re not going into the villa, they’re just passing by offering prayers to the bereaved
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    “The hell they are,” said Jason Bourne
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    None of us had moved an inch
    “Think they're in shock, Nate,” another man said
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    Friday, December 17th, 2010
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    Scarlett followed him insideWhy was he so silent?
    He'd hardly said a word to her, not even when he was carrying her in
    his arms through the thicket of low shrubs at the base of the sand
    dunesI want him to talk, Scarlett thought, I want to hear his voice
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    Suddenly Wilson screamed"Men y'gotta gimme some water
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    Saturday, December 4th, 2010
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    she was a barmaid in an Irish saloon Scarlett gasped like a landed
    fishIt couldn't be true! Unwelcome pictures filled her mind
    Maureen holding up her glass for another whiskeyplaying the bones
    and singing lustily all the verses of bawdy songs brushing her
    tousled bright hair off her red face without trying to pin it back up
    lifting her skirts to her knees to dance the reel They were all kind of commonScarlett felt
    like
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    be
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    was
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    at the old manCould he possibly know about the building she owned
    in
    Atlanta and rented to a saloonkeeper? Pierre Robillard's eyes were
    closedHe seemed to have slipped into the sudden sleep of old age
    Scarlett tiptoed out of the roomWhen she closed the door behind
    her,
    the old soldier smiled, then went to sleepJerome brought her the
    mail on a silver trayHe was wearing white glovesScarlett took the
    envelopes from the tray, a short nod her only thank you
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